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I’ve never done anything foranybody who couldn’t do something for me. I string along a kid withpromises that I’ll pay him money. I keep him around because helooks up to me.
我從不去為別人做任何事，除非我可以利用他們。我一直在欺騙那個(gè)孩子，我承諾我會(huì)付給他薪水。我讓他留在我身邊并且耍弄他，因?yàn)樗艹绨菸摇?/p>
Adam, if you’re watching, don’t bea publicist. You’re too good for it.
亞當(dāng)，如果你在看電視，別當(dāng)公關(guān)，你太好了干不了這行。
I lie in person and on the phone.I lie to my friends. I lie to newspapers and magazines who sell mylies to more and more people. I’m just a part of a big cycle oflies. I should be fucking president.
我見人說人話，見鬼說鬼話。我欺騙朋友，我對(duì)報(bào)社和雜志社說謊，他們用我的謊言去欺騙更多的人。我只是這謊言圈里的一部分。我真應(yīng)該去做總統(tǒng)。
I wear all this Italian suitbecause underneath, I still feel like the Bronx. I think I needthese clothes, and this watch. My $2000 watch is a fake, and so amI. I neglected the things I should have valued most.
我穿著一身意大利制西裝，因?yàn)樵谛睦镉X得自己是個(gè)大草包。所以我想我需要這些衣服，還有這只表。不過這只價(jià)值兩千塊的表和我一樣，也是假的。我忽略掉了那些我最該珍惜的東西。
I take off my wedding ring to callPam. Kelly, that’s Pam. Don’t blame her. I never told her if I wasmarried, and if I did…she would have told me to go home. Kelly,looking at you now, I’m ashamed of myself. I mean, I work so hardon this image, on Stu·Shepard, the asshole who refers to himself inthird person, that I only proved I should be alone. I’ve beendressing up as something I’m not for so long……I’m so afraid youwon’t like what’s underneath. But here I am. I’m just flesh andblood and weakness. I love you so fucking much.
我拿掉婚戒打電話約潘。凱莉，那個(gè)就是潘。別責(zé)怪她。我從沒跟她提過我已經(jīng)結(jié)過婚了，否則，她不會(huì)接受我。凱莉，現(xiàn)在看著你，我為自己感到羞愧。我是說我努力打造這個(gè)形象，斯圖·薛帕德是個(gè)大混蛋，他完全不理會(huì)真正的自己，我證明了自己是個(gè)無藥可救的人。我一直裝出很偉大的樣子，我真的撐不下去了……我好害怕你會(huì)不喜歡真正的我。但這就現(xiàn)在的是我，一個(gè)有血有肉，有弱點(diǎn)的人。我真的好愛你。
I take off this ring because itonly reminds me of how I’ve failed you. And, I don’t want to giveyou up. I wanna make things better, but it may not be my choiceanymore. You deserve better.
我把婚戒拿掉，只是因?yàn)樗嵝盐椅以趥ξ业钠拮幽恪Ｎ也幌胧ツ?，我想努力做得好一些，但現(xiàn)在這一切都由不得我選擇。你應(yīng)該去找個(gè)更棒的男人。
